There are some days when it hits me SO hard that I am living the dream. When this happens I am so grateful and humbled.
Somehow I’ve hit jackpot and landed my dream job. Of course there was hard work behind it but I don’t doubt God’s hand behind all the good and bad that has happened in my life. I’ve learned these past few years that all the great things have come from God. Not because of my independence and hard work but because God has my back. I’ve often been ambitious and have tried to do things with my own strength but those projects are never lasting. Whenever I commit things into Gods hands doors seem to open up and things happen in an effortless way. This makes me feel foolish for my past behavior and so humbled and filled with love for my maker.
That being said I’m often ungrateful. I complain. But i’m human!!!!!
“The Lord was going before them in a pillar of cloud by day to lead them on the way, and in a pillar of fire by night to give them light, that they might travel by day and by night. He did not take away the pillar of cloud by day, nor the pillar of fire by night, from before the people” (Exodus 13:21-22).